I’m finding myself in a very annoying state of mind lately where I’m constantly comparing myself to others. I question each decision and wonder what others will think.
“What should I have for lunch? What color curtains should I hang in my bedroom? What should I do this weekend?”
Every. single. tiny. decision.
And I hate this new lack of confidence. Usually I am sure of myself and others’ opinions don’t really matter to me. So why is this happening now? Maybe it’s because I’m making new friends and not surrounded by people I know well. Maybe that’s why I’m so confused and unsure?
Whatever it is, it’s exhausting and I really wish I would snap out of it.